不孤单的异乡游子

23.6.2009 半夜十二点~四个女生为了一个男子忙着准备庆祝他生日的surprise  party~
要用蜡烛做出一个爱心的点子~~理所当然是聪明的我想出来的啦^^~
帮助我的室友给他的男朋友制造出最完美的第一次两人一起过的生日~
可爱的气氛~配上傻傻的s&w society members~很难忘的一个回忆~满满的幸福洋溢着~
当事人甜在心头~我们也感受到浓浓的幸福快乐~

爱是要和大家一起分享的~就像eileen的亲亲HAN亲手做的蛋糕吃起来真的很~~甜~~^^~爱的甜~

虽然现在这一刻有很多不开心东西很想忘记~但是却也很想把我现在的这一份感动深深的纪录下来~

今天终于表演了我准备了两个月的music  presentation~但是很可惜的这个表演会成为我的遗憾之一~因为自己唱的歌连自己都感动不了怎么能感动别人呢？？很努力的想配合—她~唱出这首歌的感动~
可是很可惜的就算她练了两个月还是一样的根本没有感情~每个人都跑来问我:她真的是grade 8的吗??为什么会弹成那个样子？她的表演相信大家有目共睹~如果时间倒流，到死我都不会在和她partner了~

另一个grade 8的朋友弹一次就弹出来了，而且我还可以唱得很感动，因为我们很有默契，至少我有感动到自己~
很可惜没有办法和另外这个朋友把我们最好的演出表演给大家~没有让大家听到这首歌感动的地方是我唯一的遗憾~

为了这个表演我留了很多很多委屈的眼泪~为了这个表演我麻烦了很多我爱的朋友们~麻烦大家来安慰我~真的要在这里感谢你们~感谢每次我受委屈时听我控诉的朋友们〉为我抱不平的一对 s&w couple~特地抽出时间来听我练歌的一个大眼美女~谢谢每次听我大吐口水的&不介意我对她乱发脾气&给我蜜糖&半夜一点还陪我走回blok e给我打气的ducky~谢谢最重要每次安慰我帮我想办法和陪我完成今天演出的bubu~谢谢当我唱到喉咙哑给我糖果的傻傻的美女~谢谢愿意借出宝贵keyboard给我的joshua~真的谢谢你帮我拿着10kg的keyboard爬上三楼~还要谢谢特地来看我表演给我打气的coolcool 女郎和古筝美女~还有blurblur的大嘴巫婆虽然miss掉我的表演，可是真的很谢谢她花了二个钟等我讨论~还有每次sent加油打气的sms给我~感谢文学美女和bubu在我大哭时抱着我帮我祷告祝愿我有一颗平静的心~感谢每一个我麻烦的好朋友们~真的很谢谢你们~我一个人的表演就要麻烦到大家~

可是不管怎样~一切都结束了~我看清楚了一个女子有多么可怕的样子~也知道原来自己可以忍耐他人到这种地步~笑脸到自己都很想吐~我不是怕她！！只是不想大家撕破脸罢了~

好了好了~就让一切结束吧~~完结。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

一年了！！！！！！一年了~~~~~~~~~整整一年了~
我在inti的日子今天正式进入一个年头了~
当jpa scholar也officially一年了~~

一年说快不快~说短不短~今天是juniors们来inti报到的日子~
回想起一年前的我在今天也是战战兢兢的要开始新的生活~兴奋里头加扎着很多的不安~不知道自己会过得好不好~会不会很想家~会不会考试不好~那些有的没的一大堆~现在那些juniors的心情一定和当年的我们一样~
现在站在另一个角度看去看“当年的我们”〉〉感觉没什么差~觉得大家就应该要开始慢慢的适应这里的生活~融入当下~

这一年来的风风雨雨让我真的真的成长了不少~
经历了不同的事物~看尽了不同的嘴脸~学会了什么事都要靠自己~
毕竟在外头就是要自己努力勇敢的生活~认识了很多不同的人~
学会了应该用什么方法要应付不同的人~
有时候太过在意~受伤的只会是自己~
又长大一岁了~理所当然的成熟在所难免~要学会更加独立照顾自己~

感谢上帝让我在这一年里认识到那么多的好人好事~
感谢所有朋友这一年来的互相扶持~
感谢家人和所有我爱的人的鼓励和支持~
没有你们~我走不到现在这步~

还有多一年要在这里~希望一切会很好~加油^^~

All the best to all my friends who take part in the badminton competition tmr--final^^~

NO any UNFAIR here~hope evryone will win^^support everyone~althought i know is impossible la~there can oni be one BEST in the end~

加油加油~loser = winner in some kind of extend^^~

没有最后的输赢~能超越自己和对方的人就是最后的强者!

最近的日子里，我的家族中有两个亲人离开了我们~

一个是我们最敬爱的公公~

一个是刚刚离开我们的姑丈~

他们没有离开~

他们只是比我们先一步到天国了~

他们在天国里看着我们继续坚强的生活~

和爸爸一起~

保佑着我们~

他们还是会和我们一起分享喜悦伤心忧愁快乐~

只是以另外一个形式罢了~

这不是一个永恒的国度~

被遗留下来的人~要坚强~

哀悼伤感~伤口会慢慢痊愈~只是留下来的疤痕会很深~

即将来临的父亲节~父亲节快乐

献给我最爱的每一个爸爸~

伟大~已经涵盖不完其中的意义了~

最后~祷告   安息。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

给我爱的人

 

I was tagged by MacDonald,Macdonna~
im damn tired do revision for my physics juz now~why PHYSICS sO TOUGH!!!wat the hell~~

Rule: Be honest no matter what, then tag at least 10 friends.

01. Who was your last text from?
My 2nd sis--telling me that my family went for restaurant to eat 盆菜 last week!n i cnt go!!

02. Where was your default picture taken?
taken from internet--but reli suit my mood right now~

03. Your relationship status?
nOT in a relationship d INDOMEE--single indomee

04. Have you ever lost a close friend?
Yes

05. What is your current mood?
angry!!my roomateS provoke me!!BOTH PROVOKE ME!

06. How many siblings do you have?
3

07. Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names?
CHONG WEN CONG--MEI FOONG--SEE YEE

08. Where do you wish you were right now?
HOME!!I wish i can fly bek jb right now!!

09. Have a crazy side?
erm...SURE LA>>president wat :P

10. Ever had a near death experience?
...guess so..

11.Something you do a lot?
do physics...until almost kisiao liao..

12. Angry at anyone?
Yes~

13. What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
Too many reasons

14. When was the last time you cried?
During msn-ing~

15. Is there anyone you would do anything for?
Yup~sure

16. What are you thinking about when you are falling asleep?
Dreaming~

17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
2nd sis

18. What is your favorite song?
Love and Hope爱与希望~i wil present this song for music presentation!!

19. What are you doing right now?
Relax my mind after do physics

20. Who do you trust right now?
Myself

21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
Pasar malam--mummy bought for me^^

22. Have you kissed someone in the past week?
No

23. Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
567 & LeenLeenLeen

24. Describe your life in one word?
Suffocating

25. Who are you thinking of right now?
erm..hehe..dun wan tell :P

26. What should you be doing right now?
study for music and physics!!

27. What are you listening to?
nop....

28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
Lynn^^i luv her~haha~

29. Who was the last person who yelled at you?
A girl who i reli hate right now!!

30. Do you act differently around the person you like?
Maybe~sometimes~

31. What is your natural hair color?
Black

32. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
roomate d BF~haha~

33. Who was the last person to make you sad?
The girl for q29

34. What do you hear?
my room'd aircon noisy sound!>_<""argh~

35. Is your hair curly or straight?
Straight of course!!

36. Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?
no gua~

37. Do you have a best friend?
Yes~ a lot~

38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
NO

39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
yES

40. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
No

41. Are you happy with life right now?
hALF half

42. Are you currently jealous?
erm..a bit gua~

43. What jewelery are you wearing now?
no

44. What were you doing on friday night?
Studying for physics!!

45. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Too many times~

47. Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?
no..

48.What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
Fever~

49.How late did you stay up last night and why?
2am nite> studying then surf net~

50. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
NO

The 10 people are...
Lim Ei Leen
Ng Lew Jin
Tan Yeet Chien
Jessica Choong
Fam Xiao Hui
Chong Wei Lie
Tan Mik Xin
Yeo Hwee Fern
Kumutha
the last one>>whoever wan to do then do LOL~ ^^

got to go bek to study for MUSIC N PHYSICS!!terrible life~

Next,I also went for another Beau Bristow concert which held by ICF in the sports hall~Actually I plan to go for a while oni but his talented guitar skills,amazing voice and nice songs keep me stay for the WHOLE nite~I love his song and special machine+guitar performance>he can record down the previous guitar chord that he plays and replay it togethr along the song~AMAZAING~first time I heard that^^

it is also a great performance too^^yeah~

Thirdly,we celebrate for Sarah’s Birthday on 1^st june night~she go for the meeting and we all gv her the surprise while she come down to cafeteria.She is so happy that nite becoz whole the ccw society celebrate for her that day~me n jialerd bought her a present^^and I decorated a small birthday card for her and now she paste it on her room’s board~

Last but not least,I spend my 端午节dumpling festival in INTI hereL~so sad that I cnt go bek to eat dumpling togethr wit my familys~but I still veri grateful and appreciate that I got a lots of bak zhang even thought I din go bek to jb>thanks to karin,jessica,lewjin&yeetchien’s mum and sheau li who brings the dumpling for me^^all the dumpling are damn delicious^^~warm up my heart~I also wan to thx lew jin and yeetchien for buy me the JCO donuts from sunway piramid~it is delicious!and the fish and french fries that u all bring bek were nice also^^we togethr go try next time!!

And finally I wan to said out loudly: I had taken the SAT test last last week!!it is veri torturing to sit for the test and the english section reli extremely hard and demand a veri high level of english standard~the math section was still ok la~but I guess my result will be quite bad,maybe worse than last time~but luckily I had survived through it^^~yeah~~

That’s all from me now~next 2 week gt 4 tests togethr~wish me all the best!!

Thx for the memorable s&w society supper nite also~s&w ROCKZ~~

Secondly,I went for the first music concert which held in INTI MPH^^

Concert Presenter:Susana Galvan(Im not able to take down her photo becoz she is keep moving around,so all the photos are BLUR!!)

Violinist:Sebastian See-Schierenberg

Pianist:Alfredo Oyaguez

They had performed totally 11 pieces of music to us and the performances were amazing and great!!!i love the last 3 pieces>namely Sarasate,Kroll and Mascagni~
Their performances are greeted by the audience with rapturous applause!~

Hooray!!!Firstly,I would like to say that Im damn happy becoz I finally get bek my laptop after 3 weeks of format and repairing in the computer shop near INTI here and sent to KL seremban’s acer factory!!!But unfortunately it end up telling me that my 2GB EXTRA pluck in d RAM  got problem,not stable,that’s y I cnt watch dvd movie and the factory had take out it from my laptop~

Therefore,my laptop now oni leave with the 1GB RAM and it is 80% occupied now even though I din open any programme~and it is DAMN SLOW function with oni 1GB RAM!!wat the hell is all that happen to me??!!i have to bear with it maybe until the end of semester oni can go bek to jb to change for a new RAM!!i swear I gonna smashed the shop into pieces when I go bek>_<’’’~sell me such a lousy d laptop~Anyway~I should be grateful that I got laptop to use now^^rite~~they said 慢有慢的用~~哈哈~~