Today juz a so so so hectic day for me..2 make up java test>_<’’’shit!!!

Actually It was like tat a few weeks ady…

Tmr 1 more make up quiz..

Wil it reli make up my lost mark??hope so…

Juz lose my confidence long time ago..

I cnt get it bek…

Never n ever..

What’s leave for me juz the sign with regret….

Why don’t I???WHY DON’T I????WHY DON’T I??

How nice if i juz like those people…

Relax relax all the time..

Juz enjoy the life here~

But never…wil never be tat…

I know I cnt….

Gud luck n al the best….

Dun mean anything thing for me now..

Can u be my MAINSTAY???

A while…juz a while…

Tats enough……………

Thx for the sweet words that u tel me yesterday^^

Nice dressing^^

I like it~~wat a nice feeling~~

Mis u~~haha

oppsXD

jia lerd dun kill me~haha

现在边打着部落格。边听着“好想好想”这首歌。真的还蛮感触地。。

这个礼拜。过得很忙。差点累死。差点很想放弃。但还是挨过来了。感谢。

照旧的。身边还是很多事情发生。不开心的还是占多数。

这次的数学考得比第一次还低。烂的惨不忍睹。
对不起我的数学。是我没花多一点时间在你身上。但我尽力了。一有时间。我还是拿你出来练习。但还是这样。
结果发现基础很重要。千万不要像一步登天。我错了。错得离谱。但我不知要如何补救。因为无力。因为无知。
下个礼拜的补救分数考试时我最后的希望。但今天我才发现我的电脑又来插一脚。我还是无法跟你承诺。
下个sem我在retake吧~对不起。我尽力了~

这个臭java真是害人不浅~他尽然可以让三个ict major的想转换major~包括我~
还有另外一个同学也是决定不会做progamming了,因为他不知道programming的真面目是那么可怕的~
太多因素~可怕的lecturer真的可怕。可怕的厉害学长真的很厉害~真的要谢谢他抽时间来教我们。
但是其实是在“帮”我们做assignment~haiz~

这个臭东西！！！下个sem我一定不要retake你！！！所以这个sem我一定要考pass你！！！！sir刚才说问我们要如何帮我们，结果最后竟然跑出下个礼拜retake两个test的方法~~晕倒~~结果我又没时间读数学了~而且我最近才realise一件很严重的事〉〉就是当初我放弃选读那些死背的科目，选这种需要talent的科目~但自己原来严重缺乏talent~天啊~~救命啊~~我还可以这样挽救呢？？我还可以怎么做？？谁可以帮我的？？我没有talent!!

结果我的朋友每个都很sarcastic的说我很geng,当初尽然敢选这科！！是的是的！！我错了我错了！！但是没救了。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

Haiz…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………..

groupwork这个东西我很讨厌。一直以来都是。尤其是和一些不肯做工的组员一起。。所以我还是比较喜欢一个人的work.不会有摩擦不会有争执不会有吵架不会有不满不会有拖累不会有裂痕不会不会不会。。但现在是发生了。就要面对就要解决。我希望一切会好
会过去。我求的只不过是圆满。。
真的很讨厌某些人的做事方式。但知道她不会改。那又何必呢？？错了才来说对不起？错了才去找老师？？错了才来补救？？来不及了。。来不及了。。。原谅根本没有意义。。

下个礼拜要public speaking major presentation~祝自己好运~最重要的~我要把握好好！！！

加油加油加油~~~

 Miss mummy so much~

Miss daddy so much~

Im so sori this year I cnt go bek visit u~

but I think u will always by side.watch on me.take care of me.gv me support whenever I wish to give up rite??i know u always there when I looking for u^^luv u daddy~

Do presentation until half-way,suddenly fel like concluded my life in tis few weeks:

·         STRESS—I m so stress!! MAN!!!COMPUTER SUBJECT—JAVA reli make me so so so headache!!becoz I actually cnt reli understand it although I had spent a lot of time to study it~~im reli not so talented in doing the software coding!so I ady decide dun wan to take software part for my major~~ARGH>_<””THX for my ict friends who spend their precious time to teach me….n im so stupid….cnt fully understand~haiz

·         CRY—first time im so stress until my tears burst out tat day~first time during this 2 semester~maybe im too homesick??all thing happen around me juz make me so depressed~

·         im reli not doing well for the subject in this sem2—

PUBLIC SPEAKING~~ everytime performance n marks are juz so low

CALCULUS 2~~my test 1 are juz suckz~damn damn low marks~cnt imagine for the rest…

ECONOMIC~~I think this subject can be considered as my favorite subject this sem.. but then actually  I am not quite gud in understand the economic,thanks god I had a very knowledgeable lecturer^^he reli know a lot~I start to get interested in this subject juz becoz of him—he make me read the star newspaper everyday n take down the news examples tat can write in my esei~hooray!!i start fall in luv to the English newspaper which I never ever imagine tat I wil be~~

MPW~~oni the word s“damn bored” can used to express my feeling for tis subject..i juz hate myself for being so unconcentrated evrytime in the class>>I fel so so sleepy when I attend the lecture everytime>>dunno y??!!=_=~but seriously..i think is becoz of the lecturer n the history of Malaysia which I hate so much to study when in secondary schol~~

JAVA~~the last n the most forlorn subject for me!!!ARGH>_<””I juz so so so depress for it~reli dun dare to imagine my final grade for it>>I guess sure wont pass the deadline for the jpa gua~haiz~anyway~god bless me~what I could do is juz do my best..do whatever I can..

Im very tired ady…juz so tired….

站在地狱的尾端 我还能看见曙光吗

每个人有每个人的烦恼

每个人有面对却克服不了的难关

他把你拖向靠近地狱的那黑峪

我努力地往上爬

却又不尽的一次一次跌得更深

我怀疑

下一次

我还有力气

再站起来吗

还是

最后只不过是

一具没有灵魂的躯壳

在生活着

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没有经历过寒彻骨

哪知梅花扑鼻香

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